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Monday, August 1st, 2005
11:16 pm	hello For a while I think I forgot I still had a journal here. I guess this post is to update anyone who still cares on what I've been doing lately. I opened up my own portrait studio. You can check it out at www.floatingworldphotography.com Take care everyone, Jennifer Current Mood: calm (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
10:30 pm	It's been a while... hello, I know it's been a while since I wrote on here. Actually, I didn't think I would every write on here again, but I have kinda a major life update to give. I thought this would be the best way to let people who I really don't have much contact with anymore know. Some of you already know this, so bear with me. In April I broke up with Nathan after a three year relationship. That's really all I want to say on that subject in a public place. At around the same time I met a man named Jared and we started dating. After I left Nathan I moved in with my father in apple valley until I could find a car and a place to live. I bought a car in may (my very first car ever that was 100% mine...yippie!), and Jared and I got an apartment together in the cities on June first. Around that time Jared and I also became engaged. So that's it. I am engaged and as of right now the wedding is set to be in September of 2005. I meant to tell people sooner, there were just some complications that prevented me from doing so. In any case, I still have an e-mail address, but no internet access in my apartment. So if anyone wants to e-mail me it might be a week or two before I get around to responding. So don't think I forgot about you, e-mail is just a little slow for me. Other than that, I turned 21 in june (finally!), am still working at petco in maplewood, still acting for forbidden donut productions (you can check out the web site www.forbiddendonutproductions.com), and, well, that's about it. I hope everyone is doing well. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Miscke broadcast (Comment on this)
Monday, June 30th, 2003
8:11 pm	Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 27th, 2003
10:40 pm	Board? Here's an idea... Hey, do you need something to do this weekend? Wanna be in a movie? Then come to Ground Zero this sunday (June 29th) between 1:30 and 2:00pm and wear clubbing cloths. The movie is called "Bloodlines" and it's about vampires. The scene being shot on sunday takes place at a club, and therefore we need people to be random club goers for the background (and maybe a few to be killed and eaten by one of the vampire characters). Need some more incentive? You get into Ground Zero for free, you get to dance to some awsome techno music, you could have a few drinks, and you get to be in a movie. Not to mention the fact that you get to see me try and act and then get covered in fake blood. You would be there until at least 4pm, but the later you can stay the better. Even if you cannot come, or don't want to come, please tell everyone you know about this opertunity. We need as many people as possible for this scene!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 15th, 2003
11:46 pm	The show will go on It is official! The Last Unicorn will be playing at The Plaza Theater on Friday July 18th and Saturday July 19th at 11:30pm. Since this was just decided tonight, more details are not yet available but will be soon. For directions to the theater you can visit www.plazamaplewood.com The site will be updated with information regarding the Last Unicorn showing in about a week. Please spread the word. The theater owner is doubtful that there will be much of an audience for this and I really, really want to prove him wrong! Please contact me if you have any questions and I will keep updating this journal with information as I get it. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 9th, 2003
8:00 pm	I couldn't help it The Lost Soul What sign of the Black Zodiac are you? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 7th, 2003
11:59 am	Stuff The Auditions I mentioned in my post yesterday have changed a bit. Still the same day and time, but at a different location. If you are interested e-mail me for directions. superroachio 87% lifeformzero 84% jwendl 80% How compatible with me are YOU? (Comment on this)
Friday, June 6th, 2003
6:53 pm	So...You wanna be a vampire? Or how about one of their victims? If any of you don't know by now I am a cast member of "Bloodlines", a 'made for the internet tv show' about vampires. We are holding auditions for episodes two and three which will be shot at the end of june/begining of July. Some of the rolls include vampire priests, a Suicide Spirit, dancers, and a few random victims and dead bodies just to name a few. Auditions are being held at Fantasy Flight Games in Roseville on Sunday June 15th at noon. Even if you can't act, this project is a hell of a lot of fun...and you get to hang out with me :) E-mail me if you want directions...it'll be really fun, I promise. (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 12th, 2003
1:15 am	Entertainment I saw another really good movie today, so I thought I'd share my top ten list of the best movies I've ever seen. This list is in no particular order of favorites. 1. The Last Unicorn 2. Secretary 3. Blue Car 4. Bowling for Columbine 5. Monsters Ball 6. Spirited Away 7. Ghost World 8. Brotherhood of the Wolf 9. City of Angels 10. Contact Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 6th, 2003
9:09 pm	Bloodlines As the story goes, a friend of a friend of Nathan's knows a couple of guys from Fantasy Flight Games who have written a pilot for a possible TV show about vampires called "Bloodlines". Anyway Nathan heard about auditions to be in the show. So him and I auditioned two fridays ago. So I go to check my e-mail today only to find an e-mail from FFG concerning the show. They have asked me to play the part of Cat, one of the two lead female characters. I don't know yet if Nathan got a part, but I'm hoping he has. The guys that are making this don't really think that it will be made into a TV searies, their doing it more for the fun of it. Although if they are really happy with the Pilot they are going to work with Nahtan to see if they can show it at The plaza. So all you people might (big, big, emphasis on the might) be able to see me on the big screen. I'll keep everyone posted on what happens with this. Sorry, I'm just really excited. Oh, yeah, they will probably be needing some more extras so If anyone wants to be an extra in a vampire TV show I'll post more information about it as soon as I get it. Current Mood: excited Current Music: "Toujours Moi" By Axelle Red (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 28th, 2003
9:24 pm	Hello Life has gotten so boring. I spent all last night dreaming of all the fun stuff I have done in my life, and now I think I need a wake up call...or a swift kick in the arse, to get me back on track. I'm sick of life sucking. I need some amusement. Anyone want to amuse me...or maybe just go out for coffee? I'll try to post a little more often, writing always cheers me up. Anyway, here's a little amusement for anyone reading this. disfiguredangel is a Tofu-Eating Psycho Monkey ...with a Battle Rating of 5.2 To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can defeat disfiguredangel, enter your name: (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 27th, 2003
10:46 pm	long story There has been too much crap going on in my life right now and I'm not sure how I feel about it or what I should do (or even can do) about it. Let me explain. One week before Christmas I got a phone call from my dad telling me that my mother was in the hospital. From March to mid November she had been eating almost nothing...she was slowly starting to become anorexic, not because of self image, but because of stress. Then she stopped eating all together and for a month consumed nothing but diet coke and wine coolers. Finally she collapsed at work and was taken to the hospital. Then the secrets began to leak out. My parents were getting a legal seperation with planns to get a divorce later on in this year. They are still in marriage counselling and have yet to decide on a course of action regarding a possible divorce (apparently my parents have been wanting one for the past five years). My mother was also diagnosed with manic depression and schitzophrenia (I'm sorry, I know I spelled that wrong). My mother has also confessed to wanting to kill herself because she can't stand to be around her 8 children and husband, and because she doesn't want to be without her own mother who died six months ago. So she was in the hospital from the week before Christmas to a few days after New Years. Then she was released. Instead of going home she called my dad and told him that she can't stand to live in the same house as her family and proceeded to move into a hotel. She lived there for a week before a friend of hers conviced her to readmit her self. So she went back to the psych. ward. She was there for two weeks and was released almost a week ago. Instead of going home she moved in with a friend. Today she was visiting my dad and siblings so I drove down to apple valley to see her. She ate dinner with me, then had a two hour long conversation with my dad and sister. After the conversation was over she walked out of the room screaming that "something" was out to get her, and that she wanted to be as far away from all of us as she could be, and if she stayed in the house for one more moment she would die. So my dad brough her back to the hospital for the third time. I just don't know what to do. Since I don't live at home anymore I'm not as directly affected by all of this as my dad and siblings are. But when you know that your mother is in a mental hospital and hates her life and her husband and her children to the point where she can't spend a hour with them without needing professional help afterward, it begins to hurt. It really hurts. I feel so unstable righ now, I don't even know if I have a home to call my own. This house I'm living in belongs to Nathan, and there have been more than one time when I didn't think I would be welcome in it anymore. There is no room for me in my parents house and with everything there is going on over there the last thing my dad needs is another dependent. I am no longer welcome to live in my parents home. The other two people besided nathan that are dearest to me live a thousand miles away. I just have this terrible feeling that if my life fails I will be left with nothing, and no where to go...and I don't want to end up like my mother. I hope Nathan and I spend the rest of our lives together...I need that security. In the end I just hope I am stronger than all of this. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:10 pm	Long Story There has been too much crap going on in my life right now and I'm not sure how I feel about it or what I should do (or even can do) about it. Let me explain. One week before Christmas I got a phone call from my dad telling me that my mother was in the hospital. From March to mid November she had been eating almost nothing...she was slowly starting to become anorexic, not because of self image, but because of stress. Then she stopped eating all together and for a month consumed nothing but diet coke and wine coolers. Finally she collapsed at work and was taken to the hospital. Then the secrets began to leak out. My parents were getting a legal seperation with planns to get a divorce later on in this year. They are still in marriage counselling and have yet to decide on a course of action regarding a possible divorce (apparently my parents have been wanting one for the past five years). My mother was also diagnosed with manic depression and schitzophrenia (I'm sorry, I know I spelled that wrong). My mother has also confessed to wanting to kill herself because she can't stand to be around her 8 children and husband, and because she doesn't want to be without her own mother who died six months ago. So she was in the hospital from the week before Christmas to a few days after New Years. Then she was released. Instead of going home she called my dad and told him that she can't stand to live in the same house as her family and proceeded to move into a hotel. She lived there for a week before a friend of hers conviced her to readmit her self. So she went back to the psych. ward. She was there for two weeks and was released almost a week ago. Instead of going home she moved in with a friend. Today she was visiting my dad and siblings so I drove down to apple valley to see her. She ate dinner with me, then had a two hour long conversation with my dad and sister. After the conversation was over she walked out of the room screaming that "something" was out to get her, and that she wanted to be as far away from all of us as she could be, and if she stayed in the house for one more moment she would die. So my dad brough her back to the hospital for the third time. I just don't know what to do. Since I don't live at home anymore I'm not as directly affected by all of this as my dad and siblings are. But when you know that your mother is in a mental hospital and hates her life and her husband and her children to the point where she can't spend a hour with them without needing professional help afterward, it begins to hurt. It really hurts. I feel so unstable righ now, I don't even know if I have a home to call my own. This house I'm living in belongs to Nathan, and there have been more than one time when I didn't think I would be welcome in it anymore. There is no room for me in my parents house and with everything there is going on over there the last thing my dad needs is another dependent. I am no longer welcome to live in my parents home. The other two people besided nathan that are dearest to me live a thousand miles away. I just have this terrible feeling that if my life fails I will be left with nothing, and no where to go...and I don't want to end up like my mother. I hope Nathan and I spend the rest of our lives together...I need that security. In the end I just hope I am stronger than all of this. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 17th, 2002
6:51 pm	GNORTS EB Life is becoming so backward lately. I just don't know what to do anymore... Or where to go... It's such a long story...everything is ending and I don't want it to... Current Mood: Heart Broken Current Music: Nothing...Just the silence of my house (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 25th, 2002
12:35 pm	Stuff to Bitch about... I have had the shittiest two weeks I have had in a very long time. First of all my parents were going to bring my dog to the pound without even telling me. Lucky for him I found a family in Iawa that was looking for a dog just like Chaz. So I drove Chaz down to his new home, crying all the way there and all the way back. I don't understand how my parents can just up and abandon the pet the have had for nine years because they don't want him in the new house. I felt like I was giving away my child. I was sick for about a week after I gave him away, but overall it was better than having him go the the pound. Then last week Nathan got really sick. The cats were bothering his allergies and asthama to such an extent that he could barely get out of bed in the mornings. So I had to give up both of my cats too. Tiger went to his new home four days ago, and savannah goes to hers a week from today. I'm not as upset about loosing them as I was about loosing my dog...but it still hurts. Once again, at least they both went to families and not to the humane society. Well, now that I've just lost the three pets that are like children to me, Nahtan goes and does the most stupid thing I've ever heard of. For his privacy's sake I'm not going to say what it is, but I will say that although he is trying to play the good samaritian, he is doing so much more harm than good. He says he always puts me and the ones he loves first...not this time. I told him that I didn't want him to go, that it was stupid and dangerous and a waste of time and money but he wouldn't listen. He didn't even think twice about how his actions are affecting me and makeing me feel (if he did he forgot to inform me). He didn't think twice about how his friends and family would feel he he got really hurt, or worse... In a way he's being so damned selfish. He just randomly brought this thing up to me about a month ago, saying he might go, but wasn't sure...That he might go this weekend, but it could be changed...None of his planns were concrete. I told him that I though he was making a mistake, that I didn't want him to go, that he should have better judgement than this. Then he doesn't mention it for weeks and then a few days ago I over heard in a conversation he was having with someone else that he was leaving this week. He wasn't even going to tell me! Then last night he says he expects me to drive him to the airport at the ass crack of dawn. Like hell I will. If he can throw away all the money that he already has on this he can pay to have his car sit in the airport parking lot for three days. I'm sorry, but at this point I am too pissed off to care. I know I'll feel better monday when he is home safe (hopefully), and all this will blow over. I just needed to vent before I explode at him or at some random customer at work today. Well, to end with a few good things, I have acquired a few new pets (ones nathan isn't allergic to). I have my mom's rabbit Sidney, which she was also going to bring the the humane society. I have two new green anoles which I named jeepers and creepers, and a baby hedgehog. Current Mood: angry (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 13th, 2002
10:53 pm	WATER OF WATER. Pretty lady! Fair and gentle, your empathy attracts others to you. Possibly psychic, you are pure emotion and are more likely to act on feeling rather than practical thought or logic. You think that's just fine because imagination is important. You are the Whore of Babylon with her cup of abominable things, the Medium of Endor and in the mundane world you usually make a good wife and mother. You shine when you are able to give emotional support to others. Quiz created by Polly Snodgrass. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 25th, 2002
10:59 pm	You're invited! This is an invitation to everyone to come see the movie "The Believer" at the Uptown Theater with me this saturday night at midnight. For those of you who don't know, "The Believer" is the true story about a Jew during WW2 who is also a nazi. Apparently the movie was supposed to have been released a year or two ago, but was too contriversal, so I don't think it will ever be relased into theaters...the uptown is just doing this as a one day only midnight show. Just let me know if you want to come see it with me. In other news, if you have not yet seen the movie "Spirited Away" you need to. It's directed by Miyazaki, the same guy who did "Princess Mononoke". It's playing at the Uptown only, as far as I know. But go see it, it's a lot of fun!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 18th, 2002
5:38 pm	So I went to a chiropractor for the first time today. I've been having back problems and decided I should get something done before things get even worse. He was a really cool guy and I feel a little bit better now that my spine is back into it's correct position. I think I need to tell my mom about this guy...apparently most headaches are caused by disalignment of the spine. Maybe it would get her to stop taking so many pain killers. My new furnature arrives at 8am tomorrow!! I am so excited, my house is actually starting to look really pretty. I just don't want to get up so early.... Well, Nathan leaves on friday to go to NYC for his sister's wedding. I will be spending the weekend in A.V. with my parents. It just gets too lonely to stay here by myself for three days, and besides I have to be at the zoo from noon to five saturday and sunday. I get to see my friend erin on friday night...any one up for doing something saturday night? Well, I gotta go and make some phone calls to see if anyone will feed my cats over the weekend. Current Mood: good Current Music: Incubus "Make Yourself" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 15th, 2002
7:19 pm	Zoom, Zoom Guess what? I got a new car!! Well, it's a new used car, but it's still new to me. It's a 2000 Hundi, 30,000 miles, silver, CD player, power everything...I'm very excited. Technically it's not really mine, because Nathan payed for it. But we made an agreement that it will be my car because he still has his Bronco that he drives. The best part of having a car is that I can now find a fairly decent job. I was thinking about going back to work a Panera in A.V. I know it's a bit of a drive for me now, but I was up to $9.00 an hour when I worked there before. In other news, I'm reading the book "The Tao of Pooh" by Benjamin Hoff and I thought this little piece of it was worth sharing. "Rabbit's clever," said Pooh throughtfully "Yes," said Piglet, "Rabbit's clever." "And he has Brain." "Yes," said Piglet, "Rabbit has Brain." There was a long silence. "I suppose," said Pooh, "that that's why he never understands anything." Current Mood: calm Current Music: "Duvet (Lain Theme)" by BOA (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 12th, 2002
4:02 pm	... i have issues. but i also recognise this fact and do what i can to resolve those issues. i may have spent a long time letting those issues control me, but now i'm ready to take the upper hand and wonder about the world around me. i'm getting to be well-balanced, but i'm not quite there yet. how mad are you? this quiz was made by piksy Current Mood: awake Current Music: Avril Lavinge "Complicated" (1 Comment |Comment on this)